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A reader writes:

I’d like your take on a relationship that ended. I was dating a widower. Our lovemaking was exquisitely erotic and pleasurable. That he was a widower didn’t bother me at first. But several years into the relationship, he still hadn’t taken down photos of his wife that were hanging in his bedroom. In one, she was semi-nude. I eventually told him that I was bothered by these pictures, but he wouldn’t take them down. For this and other reasons, the relationship couldn’t go on, and I ended it. I’m filled with misgivings.

They were happily married for more than 40 years, sexually active throughout. She died almost a decade before we met. For a long time, I didn’t say anything about the photos. We talked about his wife and his marriage a lot, and I was empathetic. When I finally asked if he would remove the photos from the bedroom—not destroy them, just not have her looking down at us in bed! —he was defensive. He didn’t seem to understand why I was bothered.

“But several years into the relationship, he still hadn’t taken down photos of his wife that were hanging in his bedroom.”

Finally, I told him to please take down the pictures when I was there overnight. He got angry. He felt that I resented his deceased wife, and he couldn’t be honest about her around me (even though I’d listened and empathized for years).

This felt like a sign that he did not want to let go of her, even though he reassured me that I was here with him, and she was dead. To me, she was very much alive within him, and while I knew that I meant a lot to him, she was, essentially, irreplaceable.

I was very much in love with him, but those feelings have been lost. I felt there wasn’t room in his heart for me the way there was for her.

Should I have accepted the photos and seen my reaction as my problem, not his? Or should he have respected my feelings enough to take them down when I was there? And how should I deal with something similar if I date another widower?

• Bothered by Troublesome Photos

Joan replies:

I can understand your discomfort at seeing an almost-nude photo of your lover’s wife staring at you in his bedroom. But speaking as a widow myself, I do think this issue was more your problem than his. It was perfectly okay to say, “I’d be more comfortable making love with you if you took down these photos when I stay overnight,” but in my view, it was not okay to make that an ultimatum.

“…that doesn’t mean there isn’t room for you, too.”

You say, “I felt there wasn’t room in his heart for me the way there was for her.” Here’s what I think you misunderstood: A widowed person’s new relationship is not in competition with the deceased partner. You can’t—and shouldn’t want to—“replace” your lover’s wife. When you say, “while I knew that I meant a lot to him, she was, essentially, irreplaceable,” you’re right—but that in no way diminishes his feelings for you. If his marriage was loving and nurturing, his wife will always be in his heart, but that doesn’t mean there isn’t room for you, too.

Speaking personally in my book, Sex after Grief: Navigating Your Sexuality after Losing Your Beloved:

“[My husband] was an extraordinary artist, and 36 of his paintings hang in my house. Seven are in my bedroom. Photos are here and there through the house—no longer in the bedroom, but you can’t walk through any other room without seeing him dancing or painting or holding me. These photos and paintings do not make me sad—they’re part of my life. I wouldn’t want to date someone who thought I should put them away.”

Nine years after my beloved husband died, I started dating a widower who was grieving his wife’s recent death. We’re still together nearly four years later. One of the great joys of our relationship is hearing each other’s stories about our spouses. There’s no jealousy—the opposite, in fact. It’s a joyful part of our history that we’re able to share fully.

It’s a challenge…and worth it

For your lover, keeping his wife’s photos on the wall was a way to keep her with him. He might say he barely notices them anymore, but he would notice if they were gone. If you pit yourself against his memories and force him to choose, you lose. Instead, tell yourself, “His love for his wife is a part of him, and that capacity for enduring love makes him more—not less!—able to love me, too.”

I know you felt you were empathetic and generous already, and here I’m telling you to accept even more, but dating a person who has lost a life partner is challenging. It’s too late for this relationship, but I hope looking at it this way will help if you date a widower in the future. As I explain in Sex after Grief:

• Do: Understand that there can be room for you and the deceased in your griever’s heart.
• Don’t: Feel you’re competing with the deceased for the griever’s attention, or love.

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Joan Price is the author of several self-help books about senior sex including her newest, “Sex after Grief: Navigating Your Sexuality after Losing Your Beloved,” and the award-winning “Naked at Our Age: Talking Out Loud about Senior Sex.” Visit Joan’s website and blog and her Facebook page. For senior sex news and tips, subscribe to Joan’s free newsletter.